The
fore and aft blank pages were cluttered with
pithy comments and sayings, notes taken from
her reading, or sermons she had heard. As
I read them I imagined the immense depth of
her spiritual life in comparison to my own.
One
poem in particular caught my eye. I don't
know its origin, but the effect on me was
dramatic and unexpected. I'm a little embarrassed
to tell you that it choked me up to read it.
I
read the simple words, imagining myself a
frightened bystander at Jesus' execution.
Blood stained his hands, feet and side. A
pool gathered at the base of the cross. Moments
before he had breathed his last. The crowd
dispersed, but I remained, pondering the surreal
image.
before
me. Here I sit in wonder, viewing Mercy's
streams in streams of blood; Precious drops,
my soul, believing, Plead and claim my peace
with God. Here it is I find my heaven While
upon the Lamb I gaze. Love I much? I'm much
forgiven: I'm a miracle of grace!
To
some, the scene of Jesus’’ death is pathetic
and horrifying. But to others, it is a picture
of hope and forgiveness. For his blood was
a holy stream ‑‑ a stream of mercy
‑‑ which secured peace with God.
"Love
I much?" the text asks its reader. "I'm
much forgiven," it replies. "I'm
a miracle of grace." More often than
I’’d like to admit, I can relate to that.
Jesus
dined with a respected religious leader named
Simon. Although an invited guest, he had been
treated with contempt. Common Jewish courtesies
were omitted: no foot washing, no soothing
oil, no welcome kiss.
During
the meal a woman of dubious reputation entered
uninvited. Inching quietly toward Jesus, she
was suddenly overcome by love and gratitude.
In moments his feet were washed by her tears,
kissed by her lips, anointed with her oil.
The
host was offended at this unseemly display
of affection, particularly given the woman's
history. "If this man were a prophet,
he would know what kind of woman she is,"
he
whispered.
In
response, Jesus said to his host, "He
who has been forgiven little loves little."
And to his admirer
he said, "Your sins are forgiven. Your
faith has saved you; go in peace."
Like
most of you, we will gather around the Thanksgiving
table this week. The day will be filled with
family bonding, food preparation and consumption,
football viewing and poring over newspaper
ads.
Occasionally,
like Simon, Jesus becomes an afterthought,
a forgotten guest. This year, like the woman,
I plan to sneak in quietly, oil in hand. From
somewhere in heaven, Nora will be smiling.
Steve
leads a small Bible Study in the heart of
Cave Creek. For more information,
or to read more of his writing, call (480)
510‑9518, or visit www.sanctuarytoday.com.